i remember the feeling

 

THIS IS SO PAINFULLY THAT 1980s FIONNRRY / GRYLES AIDS EPIDEMIC FIC I COULD SCREAM. i still don't know if harry's actually an amateur photographer in the fic, but if so i feel like this is a candid photo he takes of fionn when they're at uni and they've only just started sleeping together.

i was working on a nick/louis conversation scene from that fic the other day (there is a REALLY GOOD tomlinshaw friends/exes dynamic aghhh) and i reread the outline for that fic the other day and then i read the gryles part too and ugh my HEART. it's just like... one of those fics that is always in the back of my mind but idk that i can ever write it bc the character deaths are too painful and i feel like the audience would be too niche. but like... just know that I'm always thinking about it and It Hurts Me.